così è la vita

Al-Fatehah

heedayareed — Sun, 20 Jan 2008 08:13:57 +0000

I am missing my father already.But there’s a blessing.I’d rather not see him suffer; he has suffer so much already.Its unbearable seeing him succumb pain in silence.Since the day he was discharged I am thankful Allah called me to accompany him.We spoke and he advised me about life and general matters.

I am missing him so much.For those who knows my dearest late father,just Al-Fatehah would do.May he rest in peace.Amin.

Allahyarham Mohd Ridduan Bin Mohammed Salleh 22 May 1949-18 January 2008

i hate annual stats!

heedayareed — Sat, 05 Jan 2008 05:20:15 +0000

Listening to; Low by Flo Rider ft. T-Pain
Feeling; Satiated

I made a promise to myself, to finish my statistics and then go online and update.Its been weeks I left update-less. End of the year, there are so many things to clear and report.I’m not sure why everyone wants to be a part of this big big nation.(Eventhough I roughly know why…)

Anyways, resolutions…My fitness instructor says we all should share our resolutions; cause she says if we share it the chances of we attaining it at the end of the year is bigger.Maybe because we boast and share so its human nature for others to eye your every meal (if you do intend to lose some kilos..) and somehow you have to discipline yourself.

First of all, I want to get myself closer to Him. Life is so meaningless if I don’t complete my daily responsibilities to Him. I’ll try my best. Thanks to my mum, who endlessly reminded me of my negligence.

Not forgetting, I want to keep off those carbs and calories. And make regular exercise my way of unwinding after work. Thans to Fitness@Work. Felicia and Mervin!!

Also been saving up for my license, then to further my studies. InsyaAllah.

I realise there are so many things I wanted to do but the clock is ticking pretty fast, this days..

Once you’re reach the 21st mark, all of a sudden, time really flies. Like so many of my friends getting married and starting their own families already. I’ve got 3 advance invations already this years…

Ok..am running late already..until I am available again. Toodles~

mutant tooth;

heedayareed — Thu, 13 Dec 2007 13:43:32 +0000

Listening: Lost without you.
Feeling agitated…

Since the day before my problematic tooth starts to ache again…Thinking its just another episode of the sensitive teeth-I decided to ignore it.The pain aggravate at mid-morning….

1320 hours

I had lunch first.

1355 hours

Registered.

1400 hours

6 jabs of local anesthetic.

1412 hours

Make myself comfortable for the extraction.

1419 hours

He poked my tongue and gums.No feelings.Felt like tongue-piercing again..Hmmmphh..

1424 hours

Loosening the tooth.Shaking me up as hard as he could.

1445 hours

“Woah!! That’s a strong root you’ve got there!! He took out another apparatus and tried yanking the tooth again…

1516 hours

The surgeon told me that he gotta slice the tooth off my gums.Ouched!!!

1518 hours

He started slicing…I could hear my gums got slashed too.But he was desparate. I gotta let him do what he can.

1530 hours

The first piece came out.

1532 hours

The second, third and fourth came out

1535 hours

The baby root finally departed from my gums.
Plenty of blood.I can remember the sink was filled with it.

The product…..

Anti-biotics.And loads of painkillers to spare me for the week.

PS- I hope it’ll cure by Saturday…cause I’ve got a wedding on Sunday..and RP Carousel High-Tea…..hmmmmmphhh…

partaaaay like da 80′s~!

heedayareed — Sun, 25 Nov 2007 06:13:30 +0000

That was an overall view of ICA DnD held at Swissotel Raffles. It was good food.Especially the desert..It was tantalizing and refreshing. The music after the dinner was incoridgeable.Thanks to Lilly Allen from Aphrodisiac who played live 70-80′s music all throughout the dinner.

Thanks to everyone who cheered and supported me for Ms Best Dressed!

the cat, the mouse and the rabbit

heedayareed — Tue, 06 Nov 2007 14:19:35 +0000

The three of us started our exercising regime which might falls on either on a Tuesday or a Thursday. Our resident gym was amazing.There was like pool table and soccer.The air-con was on low temperature.

We had our routine of cycles…me and Aisha..and the army boy was busy training his cardio vascular…haahha…and than..we played pool…

Yes..POOL…did i not mention there was a section for pool and soccer tables? Well there’s was..

Off now..Sleeping…

you don’t see it.

heedayareed — Sun, 04 Nov 2007 13:30:59 +0000

Its been sometime since I have yet updated.In a gist, its been a roller coaster ride.Like you’ll never know when my father’s mood change.Basically everything is about HIM.My father.Its been terrifying for my mother.Always pressurizing my mother.Hah.But thankfully she is patience enough-however, there’s a limit I suppose.

Well, updates on me, I’m still single.Haha.Thank God my aunties have stopped matchmaking me already.hahah.

The ministry actually sent me an invitation to get into an online portal for all singles under our ministry.

I pity my mum.Having to put up with dad’s unpredictable reactions.Let’s all pray he will get better and feel better so that he won’t react negatively.

I feel so awkward nowadays.Somethings somewhere not right.

i’m lazy

heedayareed — Thu, 25 Oct 2007 13:22:56 +0000

jus lazy.but am fine.

having Recall tomoro…

penawar rindu

heedayareed — Sun, 21 Oct 2007 10:23:28 +0000

Yeah…Maybe its Imran who made this song an earwax too hard to forget…Its nice to hear the remix version.Talking about Penawar Rindu, direct translation would be Missing Remedy…also sings about the Taurus characteristics and those born in April;

Wasn’t really a good day for me today. Not sure what wrong with my folks.

Anyways, another migraine attack for me today. I think there is something not right up there.

So a few more days to my check up….

Expecting more guests…

i would love to….

heedayareed — Fri, 19 Oct 2007 15:39:29 +0000

Listening; to nieces chatting and gossiping some school stuff
Feeling; bored.lazy.slacking.

I’m not kidding you…

Yes, I really hope so.

We do think a like

I would like to…

We gotta find a spot

He’s pretty annoying actually…

Thanks dude…somehow work isn’t as bored with you around…Really appreciate it

PS-I need more action,

Kidding!

takbir aidilfitri.

heedayareed — Fri, 12 Oct 2007 16:30:15 +0000

Listening: Takbir on Radio
Feeling:

Kedengaran takbir aidilfitri di radio; terkenang yang tiada, Al-Fateha menitis manik manik membasahi pipiku. Ramadhan datang dan pergi; sudahkah aku menjadi seorang insan yang berubah.Suasana raya tidak begitu meriah; ayahku tidak seperti dahulu.Alhamdulilah,dia dapat juga menyambut Aidilfitri bersama kami sekeluarga.

Setiap masa aku menjenguk dirinya yang berehat di katil kerana terlalu lemah untuk duduk beriftar sekeluarga.Mataku senantiasa merenung ke arah jantungnya-memastikan bahawa ayahku masih bersama kami.Namun,tidak dapat ku nafikan aku telah bersiap sedia mengatasi segala yang mungkin terjadi.

Ajal dan maut di tangan Allah.Dengan itu, aku harus juga merealisasikan faktor faktor yang diberitahu kepada aku.Doktor berpesan kepadaku supaya teguh menghadapi segala kesulitan yang mungkin akan tiba.

Tidak dapat ku bayangkan hidup tanpa dirinya.Sesungguhnya dialah seorang lelaki yang telah mendidikku,memanjakkan dan menyayangi aku.Diriku ditatang bak minyak yang penuh.Namun amanahnya pada ku senang sekali supaya aku jangan mengangis jika dia terbujur kaku;sesungguhnya kasihnya kepadaku akan berterusan sehingga di alam barzakh.

Ibuku juga tidak dapat ku lupakan…pengorbanan dirinya dan ketabahannya mengatasi hidup ini banyak mengajarku tentang kesabaran.Harap umurnya berpanjangan….

Love you Mama & Ayah….

Last but not least, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Batin semoga segala kesulitan menjadi jernih….Insya’Allah~